There is Time to Leave Even When There is no place to go. And you have to leave (read: live) alone. How about being in touch forever? Little by little you’ll lose out on the likings. You’ll get more real and get going. Right now there is a centrifugal force that sucks your existence in from everywhere. Seeing the force dissipate will clear some air and a lot of self doubt. The idea is reassuring. When you feel that rope is going to break, don’t leave. Let your fingers ache; hold on to the pain. Test your spirit and your patience. You will bleed, maybe even profusely. The scars will stay there like lines of fate hinting some future encounter. You know your past would never make it to the future…still you will have it embedded in your fate. The nostalgia will take over as you shed a tear drop every now and then. Then there will be a lull.
Understanding the psychology of the situation will become pivotal. The grimness on your face will become so obvious that you will often feel like putting on a masquerade. Let yourself fall apart. Out-rightly you’ll be messed-up. It would be so grey that you might fall in love with the marriage of black and white. Every happy face you see will turn you green with envy. Let the colors maroon you. You’ve walked together for quite a while now; been on the routes under every streetlight. Walk in the dark for a while, alone and devoid of company. Don’t look back with a fear of tomorrow and a regret of the past. Just keep walking. It might rain someday and your tears might get the right amigo to play with. You can let them go now…the memoirs!
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